Hey, my friend!

I’m 39, from Germany, and on a journey to decode my brain—one experiment at a time. Sounds a bit dramatic, right? But honestly, that’s what it feels like. I’ve spent my whole life trying to understand how my mind works, digging into my own patterns, instincts, and circumstances, all in the hope of finding what truly makes me happy.

The Path So Far

I studied molecular biology, though I never worked in that field. Still, it shaped how I see the world. It taught me how systems interact, how models fit together, and how, beneath the chaos, there’s usually some kind of pattern. And that’s what I’ve been obsessed with ever since: patterns. In myself, in others, in the world.

My career? Let’s call it eclectic. I’ve been a customer success manager, led teams, managed events with up to 5,000 people (yeah, that was intense), and somehow found my way into tech. I taught myself to build apps just from YouTube tutorials. I created AI tools, automated workflows, and even built an AI sourcer for LinkedIn. No formal training, just curiosity, persistence, and a lot of late nights.

Where I Am Now

But here’s the thing—I’m still searching. Right now, it feels like I’m walking through a desert, trying to find the next thing that clicks. It’s tedious. It’s messy. It’s frustrating. But it’s also kind of beautiful. I often think about Moses wandering the desert—not because I’m religious, but because that metaphor feels real. Lost, but not without purpose.

I love philosophy, AI, finance, the stock market, technology, and thinking about how everything connects. I crunch numbers, but I also listen to my gut. I dream about building a SaaS business. And yes, I’m the father of an almost three-year-old son, which adds a whole new layer to this journey. Sometimes I imagine writing letters to him—capturing what I’m learning, not because I’ve figured it all out, but because I’m serious about trying.

"I don’t have all the answers. But I’m damn serious about finding them."

Welcome to my journey.